Absolutely anything that can be done to avoid. Is done.

Foreshadowing? 

Thanks for the that subconscious. Really, aces.

3 Days ago this post began with just a sentence and a song. The day for wishes, 11/11/11. I wished that Michael and I would be happy, It's possible I included a contingency stating he should be happy if he didn't have me, and I him. That should no be included in an adolescent's wish for love. But all through the relationship I've known somewhere that it wasn't as real for me as it was for him.