Fuck.

That's exactly what just happened.

Fucking.

And I feel terrible.

I hate myself right now.

I hate myself so incredibly much.

I am failing.

I am failing at so very many things right now.

School: Failing.

Medication Adherence: Failing.

Social Skills: Failing.

Valuing Myself: Failing.

Depression: Winning.

I need my mommy.

I need my dad.

I need help.

Suicide: Appealing.