I've been dreaming of catastrophes.
It's truly awful.
Different scenarios unfolding.
Consolidating my most precious possessions into a series of duffel bags.
Trekking to unreliable vehicles laden with more than practical to carry.
Little to no time to deal with the perceived loss of my family members.
Misplaced trust leading to the decimation of my character.
Awakening in a cold sweat the demons who colored my dreams linger.
Responsibility outweighing my childish desires to lock the door.
To jam the closet.
To neglect my hygiene.
To be an overall mess.
Power through Nicole, power through.
Desire elicits fear.
Rejection is ever-present.
I so strongly desire the company of a man who ignores me just enough to capture my attention.
A man who drives me back to him just as he reaches the outer realms of my mind.
This hide and seek effect translates into innumerable areas of my life.
Magnetism refreshed just before it's expiration.
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